November 23, 2006

A Letter to Her Lovers

Throughout my life I've been searching
for a prince, a knight, a hero
And when I thought I'd found him
you showed me I had zero
The words you said were sweet
to mask that bitter taste
Despite the gifts and promises
my time I let you waste
There was nothing more than sex
I was a vessel for your release
Because of you and the pain you caused
I'm searching for some peace
No matter who I turn to
it all comes out the same
The sweetest guys are the biggest assholes
and my life is just a game
With each of you I was betrayed
with some I did it first
Every time I try again
my lack of trust gets worse
I know not the meaning of love
I've only known lies and lust
And thanks to your deception
my heart has turned to dust
All I wanted was some happiness
but now I want you to suffer
So thanks for making me the way I am
and condemning my future lovers!

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