Wish You Knew

I wish you knew how I felt
All the pain, All the doubt
Afraid to open up, reveal the truth
Trying to forget all I've been through
Wasting my time on all that's left behind
Wanting to forget, to forgive
Reluctant to really live
And all for what?
I wish you could see me for who i am
Look past the physical, See within
Maybe you would understnad
Maybe you'd be more than a friend
But it's only a wish
And a recurring dream
I wish you could know me
To see it all and believe
But maybe if you did, You'd still leave
I just wish you knew